Death/Compatibilism

I have being hav­ing dreams and visions (I’m care­ful to use that word) about death. I under­stand that it is the penalty for my iniq­uity, but I don’t under­stand why I’ve become so hung-up on this issue recently. I know I have some­thing much bet­ter wait­ing for me, but I’m still to be reminded of my fraility.

Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomor­row. You are just a vapor that appears for a lit­tle while and then van­ishes away.
James 4:14

I have con­fi­dence in the prov­i­dence of my Cre­ator, yet it does not negate the fear, lone­li­ness, and anx­i­ety that death brings to mind.

And which of you by being anx­ious can add a sin­gle hour to his span of life?
Matthew 6:27

Com­pat­i­b­lism, on a seem­ingly unre­lated note, is also some­thing that con­tin­ues to daunt my thoughts. I still strug­gle with this doc­trine, but I’m beg­gin­ing to see what it is. To say: “free­dom inside the divine plan of God” caught me up for a while, but with the analy­sis pro­vided by “Why I’m Not An Armin­ian” is mak­ing it more clear. To under­stand that Armini­ans view moral respon­si­bil­ity con­tin­gent on the fact that we have the abil­ity to choose to the con­trary (Lib­er­tar­ian free will), but that Calvin­ists view that, although you can’t choose to the con­trary (inside of God’s plan), you still make free choices. I must admit it is baf­fling, but there are texts that speak very clearly on the issue.

Let no one say when he is tempted, “I am being tempted by God,” for God can­not be tempted with evil, and he him­self tempts no one. But each per­son is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire.
James 1:13–14

this Jesus, deliv­ered up accord­ing to the def­i­nite plan and fore­knowl­edge of God, you cru­ci­fied and killed by the hands of law­less men.
Acts 2:23

There­fore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my pres­ence but much more in my absence, work out your own sal­va­tion with fear and trem­bling,
Philip­pi­ans 2:12