Imperishable Inheritance

Ok, first I’m totally excited that I have found a fix for my Word­Press prob­lems. I was adding posts and some com­ments and get­ting a dreaded 404 error. For you Word­Press junkies I posted the fix to their forums. Perry and Jim were hav­ing prob­lems as well (as well as the Cru­sade site), but that is no longer an issue. Hoover Dam!

As for my weird desires. I’ve noticed in my ripe old age of 23 that my desires are begin­ning to change dra­mat­i­cally. I’ve never before had an intense desire to lead and sup­port some­one in the con­text of a rela­tion­ship. I’ve always had a desire for a rela­tion­ship (much to my demise), but now the rea­son­ing behind that desire has changed dras­ti­cally. These changes can only be pos­si­bly explained by the bil­lions of years that humans have evolved at a macro level to our present state (ok, no more sarcasm).

With an impend­ing grad­u­a­tion and a full time job loom­ing I am in the posi­tion where I could sup­port some­one finan­cially, and that desire is begin­ning to become more and more preva­lent. I’m about to go from being really poor to hav­ing more money than I know what to do with. While I plan on using it for con­struc­tive means of expand­ing the king­dom I do want to sup­port a sin­gle per­son in the con­text of a relationship.

My love for teach­ing is now becom­ing more spe­cific. My desire to be a pas­tor leads me to won­der what is meant by Paul say­ing to Tim­o­thy (1 Tim 3:15), “if a man does not know how to man­age his own house­hold, how will he take care of the church of God?” I want to focus my min­istry to a fam­ily set­ting. I want to know what it means to love a wife in a man­ner sim­i­lar to Christ lov­ing the Church. It sounds to me to be an incred­i­bly spir­i­tual and uplift­ing experience.

Any­way, input is always sug­gested espe­cially if you’re of the older gen­er­a­tion with wis­dom to impart.